It’s like hitting a brick wall. More or less the same after feeling, more or less the same state of mind. Or maybe you never hit it; it’s more like staring at the remnants of a brick wall that’s found its equal. It’s left broken and shattered into pieces, it no longer stands in the way of a million different challenges; it no longer presents itself as an obstacle. It is completely stiff and unwavering, and though it makes a moment flow like water through the gaping holes of reality, that wate...