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He is a man, I am a woman but together we become something majic. I try to believe he can be mine and that it won't end trajic. I start dreaming the imposssable and hungering to make it come true. This is all so new that I'm not sure what I should do. I feel his breath labored and hot on my neck as we embrace. I tremble and sigh for the sweet kisses I long to taste. A fever grows within me and I am in bliss. Every minute apsart from him , he is deeply missed. He doesn't know how he could caus...

I've got no time for you so don't include me in a future with you Don't come telling me how much better you are and will be. If only I'd soften my heart and give you another chance with me. How stupid would I have to be to let you give more pain to me. Now, I can laugh in your face and feel small satisfaction, As you drop your head and hid your face in disgrace.  You have no more control over me, My  eyes  have opened and now I see. Your honeyed words are bitter to my ears , I ...

I've got no time for you so don't include me in what you want to do. Don't come telling me what a better man you could be, If only I'd soften my heart and give you another chance with me. How stupid would I have to be to open myself up for more of the pain you gave me. I can laugh in your face, make you drop your head and leave in disgrace. Cause you have no more control over me, My eyes  have opened and now I see. Your honeyed words are bitter to my ears for I know they are  as fau...

And now I'm a memory that dances in your heard. You want me to save you cause you feel like your dead. The life that was so important is now only a joke. And everything you build has fallen and broke. Why does it still hurt to hear your voice. leaving me alone and hurting was your choice. You paint the past with colorful lies, giving excuses and strange alibi's. So much time has passed by yet you still make me cry. You think time clouds my memory and I don't remmber the past. Even with so muc...

After night has begun to fade, bringing light dismissing the shade. No more can I hide in my dark solitude, now I must face all that is true. Intruding on my secret unfounded fear,exposing my eyes as they fill with tears. Bright lights denounce all that I am, there's no escape no matter what I do. No longer sedate content in the dark, fear of rejection  ripe me apart. I am human full of fault and fable, trying to make things better while I'm able. I fix my hair and make up on my fac...