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SITTING HERE JUST THINKING ABOUT ....YOU AFTER ALL I WENT THROUGH I'M STILL WITH ...YOU YEARNING TO BE LOVED,RESPECTED,AND APPRECIATED BY...YOU WHY DO I BOTHER OH THAT'S RIGHT I WANNA BE WITH...YOU ALWAYS TIRED BECAUSE I'M UP LATE NIGHTS WITH...YOU NEVER SMILING ALWAYS CRYING BECAUSE OF...YOU HAVING TO LISTEN TO ALL THE NEGATIVE THINGS EVERYONE SAYS ABOUT...YOU STILL I WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE...YOU THE REASON I WAS WITH YOU I JUST FELT SORRY FOR...YOU NOT ANYMORE I FINALLY REALIZE I CA...

It's the beginning of an ongoing thing Always gotta happen to someone like me One minute everything is picture perfect Next thing you know you find yourself hurting Hurting...so bad words can't describe it Hurting to the point you don't want it to be shown so you hide it What can cause a person so much hurt and pain A pain so deep there's no words to explain A pain so unrealistic you'd think it was a game A game???if this is a game i don't wanna know the name Or do i already know and just too...

NO ONE TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM GOING THROUGH ALOT OF THINGS SOME I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I'M GOING THROUGH IS CRUCIAL TO ME AS AN INDIVIDUAL PERSON UNABLE TO FACE REALITY BECAUSE I MADE ALOT OF MISTAKES AND NOW I'M HURTING A SHOULDER TO CRY ON IS ALL I NEED IF I CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER YOU'RE A FRIEND INDEED DON'T WALK AWAY I CAN'T BEAR TO HURT NO MORE EVERYONE THAT I'VE HELD CLOSEST TO MY HEART HAS WALKED OUT THE DOOR TEARY FILLED EYES THAT'S WHAT YOU WOULD SEE WHEN YOU LOOK IN MY EYES...

I close my eyes for a second hoping that you will appear When i open them all i get is a disappointment once i see you're not there A blanket of emotions come over me but i manage to not let them show This pain that i feel cuts like a knife but i realize i gotta let you go No more tears must fall because it's doesn't matter how much i cry Things will never be the same without you here by my side

NO ONE TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM GOING THRU ALOT OF THINGS SOME I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE PAN I GO THRU IS CRUCIAL TO ME AS AN INDIVIDUAL PERSON UNABLE TO FACE REALITY BECAUSE I MADE ALOT OF MISTAKES AND NOW I'M HURTING A SHOULDER TO CRY ON IS ALL I NEED IF I CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER YOU'RE A FRIEND INDEED DON'T WALK AWAY I CAN'T BEAR TO HURT NO MORE EVERYONE THAT I'VE HELD CLOSEST TO MY HEART HAS WALKED OUT THE DOOR TEARY FILLED EYES THAT'S WHAT YOU WOULD SEE WHEN YOU LOOK IN MY EYES BUT NOW I'M NOT ...