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My waking moments are infused, with seemingly endless thoughts of you. This chair, this house, the memories persist. I try to stop them but my mind can't resist. It may seem like I'm cold, but that is a lie. Every morning I wake up with eyes that wont run dry. Why can't I have you, give you all of me? Why can't I say something, and let this torment go free? I amaze myself with the strength to not ask your thoughts, because I'm afraid of rejection and the pain it's brought. But in my sleeping ...

Suffocating in my sleep and I never awaken. Or suffering in my drems and I wake up shaken. Would it be better to look up at the ceiling, and watch the night slowly pass by? Or should I not deal with this torture of sorts, and watch my life slowly pass, with tears in my eyes? I'm sorry for the decisions, the mistakes I can't repair. I'm sorry if your unfortunate life has filled you only with dispair. Why does life go that way, when you've done nothing but good? I'd change everything I've ever ...

Graduation You stand up on stage, with a proud smile on your face. Tears streaming from my eyes, there's no dry eye in the place. Time to get your diploma, and move on with your life. This door might be closing for you, but as another opens, don't give up the fight. Such a step in life to make, and don't ever think of it as small. These chances are once in a lifetime opportunities, and you've made it up there standing proud and tall. It's so amazing what can happen, when you try your hardest ...

Cold, Alone Cold, alone, petrified at the results yet I can only say it's all my fault. So I repeat myself, my throat gets dry, I start to wipe the tears from my eyes, I get up, encourage myself. I do it some more, it seems to help. I'm no artist, no beauty within, I have no warmth, no glowing skin. Yet I feel whole enough now to fix my life, I don't need the pills, gun, noose, or knife. I found myself, through my own realizations, and now I'm motivated enough to fix the whole nation. So, I'l...