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If I close my eyes Will this man before me resemble you more? Will his eyes change from liquid blue to earthy brown? If I let him run his fingers through my hair Will they feel like yours? If I concentrate hard enough Will his touch even come close to the ones from you That still linger on my skin? If I play pretend once again, just like a little girl And I make him my prince charming Will he become such? If I run my hands over his body Will I feel like I’ve been defiled? If I nuzzle close to...

I feel like a fly caught in a spider’s web Awaiting the blood sweet, sticky pain I know is coming Why toss and turn and fight? I’m here now, I brought myself here And why deny what is the truth? I want to be here I sought this web Tested it and waited till I knew it was strong enough to hold me I chose the prettiest, sleekest spider to drain me I want to be your first kill The one you always remember That first taste Drain me, bleed me dry But take your time, don’t rush it. Take is slow, make...

I can’t believe you love me My mind strains to understand and my heart resists I know you love me, I know it in my head, I feel it in my heart But I find it hard to believe I fight against your kindness But my armored heart grows rusty and weak I had heard of this thing, but I’d never known it Fire was more my friend Dangerous and painful, I would let it platy over my fingertips Leaving behind its heat and scars, like desire and lies Things I know about. Use me, seduce me Tell me you love me ...

Music and ocean fills the space between And emptiness fills the space in me I lay like thin broken jewels on the floor Once masterful pieces of colored glass Worthy of Saint Giles cathedral Now just a pretty thing in many pieces Like the waves on the beach Ever coming, ever constant, thick salty and gray Like a glass of wine served in a paper cup Refined, seductive and bittersweet But made less by it’s container Everything has limits, even the ocean But how is it mine is so vast yes small at ...

Waterlogged, soaked and tired Disoriented, dismayed and drowning In silence I’ve been calling out for so long Waiting, wishing, hoping and praying For an answer This game I play is no child’s trifle I swim around in circles Blindfolded and fighting Fighting The waves that beat against me from every direction The heavy tiredness that weighs in my legs Fighting My own panic and the urge to just give up and let myself drowned I’ve been playing this game for so long This game that does not entert...