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i remembered something today…something important. someone once told me that i would soon have to write the darkness from my memories of it because the light would be flooding my future. it seems like it has been forever. but i still hold onto that. so for all of you that questioned me over what i had previously written here, i say this…an end to my writing is a positive. i don’t WANT to write from memory. i desire that light more than anything. still. it seems no matter how hard i have tried to deny it and push it down to the darkest depths of myself, that single beam of light has never been extinguished, but rather served as a beacon to guide me back to where i need to be. and if the day comes that i may feel the warmth of it’s glow…

i remembered something today…something important. someone once told me that i would soon have to write the darkness from my memories of it because the light would be flooding my future. it seems like it has been forever. but i still hold onto that. so for all of you that questioned me over what i had previously written here, i say this…an end to my writing is a positive. i don’t WANT to write from memory. i desire that light more than anything. still. it seems no matter how hard i have tried to deny it and push it down to the darkest depths of myself, that single beam of light has never been extinguished, but rather served as a beacon to guide me back to where i need to be. and if the day comes that i may feel the warmth of it’s glow on my face i shall put down my pen forever, for there will no longer be a need for it. happy first day of spring.

:)tina