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I’ve stepped off into the deep. I can no longer touch bottom. The water’s murky here— full of blood and broken promises, bitter regret and rotting flesh. It is scary, dark, lonely and cold. I cannot catch my breath; my screams have become whispers. Violent war waged on in my mind, and I lost the battle for my soul. Guilt, doubt, shame, and fear are the four corners in this wasteland. I cannot escape; no one is coming to save me. I will die in this abysmal place. Though I weep and wail at the ...

There are ten on my left arm and eleven on my right. I marvel at the amazing level of symmetry and control unexpected of such a random act of desperation. On my left leg I have six yet twenty on my right. It seems I favor the right, which is ironic considering the depraved wrongness of it all. I can’t believe some are over six inches long. Trailing off into the curves of my flesh, out they stretch over my body like some wretched, perverse interstate system, deep, red and jagged—most of them p...

I watch you feed in the dimly lit room; Noisily you slurp up your meal, pawing my breast like a hungry kitten. You stop to lick the milk dripping from your wet, red lips and nuzzle—your fur a cuddly mix of blue terrycloth and dark, sticky fuzz— with your feet wiggling ever closer to me. The warmth of our bodies is healing as tiny beads of sweet sweat shine on your head like a halo. Your gaze is raw and intense as you effortlessly plumb the bottom of my soul with your blue eyes. I am full of t...

There are ten on my left arm and eleven on my right. I marvel at the amazing level of symmetry and control unexpected of such a random act of desperation. On my left leg I have six yet twenty on my right. It seems I favor the right, which is ironic considering the depraved wrongness of it all. I can’t believe some are over six inches long. Trailing off into the curves of my flesh, out they stretch over my body like some wretched, perverse interstate system, deep, red and jagged—most of them ...

I’m a ruby of a woman— wretched and red. I wanna wrap myself around you— get in your head. Don’t you smell me linger ‘round your empty bed? Change the sheets all you want to, You can’t change what we did. Chorus: Yeah, there are ties that bind, like chains unseen, but they can’t deny this heat between you and me. [It’s burnin’ inside of me] And though nothin’ satisfies you— no one you need. I wanna make you want me deeper— howl, ache, ‘n’ bleed. Can’t you hear me whisper— cryin’ in the wind? ...