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There isn't one object that I've had a relationship, there are two. But, to tweak things they're not objects I had a "relationship" with because they're, in fact, inanimate. Nevertheless, they're two objects that popped into my head as soon as I read the question. Since about 3rd grade, I really liked them. Even at a certain time of the day in school, I loved to use them. As I got older, I began to learn how to use them really well. Becoming skilled at it. Better than the other kids my age. I...

All the jokes and laughs came to a halt. But what can I say? It was all my fault. No more smirks, no more smiles. To get those back, I'd run countless miles. Guilt weighing on me like 300 elephants. It's sad that I struggle just to put on pants. I don't know what makes me pull on each day. I'm not the type of person to have a price to pay. Crying over the smallest things. The pain I'm feeling pings. Through my body, through my mind. I have to get out of this devastated bind. That's enclosed a...

I hear someone stomping up the stairs. Surely it's my dad. In less than 2 seconds he swings the door open "Time to wake up, time to eat" he says sternly. I look at him groggily, still tired in result of going to bed at 6:32 A.M. I flipped open my phone. 12:42, it read. I looked at my dad, to see him looking at me, hand still on the door knob. "Time to come downstairs" he repeats. He leaves. I go downstairs in a daze, thinking about the nearly 6 hour conversation I had with a really cute boy w...

Nothing was special about the boy. He is 21 years old, works at shop rite ( grocery store ) and rearranges the fruits, real prize eh? He’s not THAT good looking. He’s kind of reserved, and quiet. Like he has a mysterious side? I don’t know why I did it. I talked to him a real long time over the computer, trying to get him to trust me, since he was terrified of talking to me because of my cousin. I went to his house one day cause he offered my whiskey. I was high as hell so I led him up to his...

I love the Postal Service. The band, I mean. It's amazing. I'm not some hysterical 16 yr old groupie ( Well, I am 16 ) but still, I have loved them since 2005..2 years. I appreciate the music they make and this music only. No other band will ever top them in my mind. They force me to think, deeply..and not be disturbed. It's amazing what music can do to you. I don't worship music and I don't think "music = life" but I do think it helps..I hate the memories it brings back, though. God, now I'm...