Broken commandment of glass bloody and impure Gods demandments painted numb in a narcotic shade tree Pleasure everlasting inside her sweating out in ecstacy A heretic now and forever born for burning She crossed the fire and set the blaze inside my damaged soul Dark tranquility Heaven would reject and cast to the brimstone In each others carnal grip we are whole; complete Decadence entangled like serpents with endless hunger Devour me alive and begin again like an animal in the rage of heat N...

Like the rip of lightings kiss on flesh Paid for with the luster of hate Every thing I touch falls to pieces Torn memories of a graven image leading to the eternal gates of Heaven And gates have bars... So is it really an everlasting prison paradise Every thing I touch turns gray Worm embraces lead to a last goodbye Words ignored and my virtue spat upon Praying for the helpless with hopeless words By the moon light their blood looked so black Every thing I touch Leaves me Drawn to the agony b...

There are but a few left to live among the dead Crying for peace in the Hellish pages of the necrosis consumed in the black silence we cry Once upon a cross he bled And holy words tant us with fear to command obedience or else we fear torments of damnation and slavery to words written blindly Molded, crafted, tortured into puppets As in Hell, as on earth if we don’t obey our brain washed souls This isn’t love from a higher power It’s conformity through fear of punishment I pissed away the lie...

Death is just being granted a pardon from a life sentence on earth Pure liquid dreams circle the drain and find themselves where they truly belong Ascension and enlightenment are just one mistake away He had never felt so helpless He missed her like Hell and the memories flood his every waking moment Never forgetting the Heaven in her eyes Never enough time to say everything that wouldn’t have made a difference anyway Breathless hearts seem to stop beating at times The thought of someone else...

Why do I ask this of myself constantly “Is it better to rule in Hell or serve in Heaven.” Desperate and in need of human contact, I go out amongst them Only to spend hours in the shower scrubbing their filth off of me till I’m raw and bleeding Life not lived in fullness just decays What would the world be without one good monumental lie to believe in Flames of passion burned out Black utopia is reduced to ashes like the streets of Sodom There was an angel so beautiful who stood between me and...

Anti- depressants chased with 80 proof Fixated and obsessive compulsive Lost before the equinox and short moments of relief Never enough air to breath or choke on Cry loud, cry wet Plead with no sound Awake but dreaming the night sweats tormented him Flames in the veins freezing him to death The thoughts crush his mind every day The sandman doesn’t bring china white and cocain anymore Glass bullets are silent in a blackout drunks mind The canvas he painted his life on was gray like memories, ...

For every year of life there are a thousand regrets For every breath just as many tormenting mistakes You fall in love with a face that will never love you back Like clarity let in by a dead drug laced eclipse But the pilot light behind his eyes died out along ago with his narcotic dreams and infected track marks Waking up with the needle still in his arm, the walls began to melt around him He thought they were finally coming to get him Rehab rejected him, drunken wisdom had failed him With a...