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I'm waiting here to die away slowly decaying fighting the pain for some reason death is making me stay watching the world around me grow and fall as with watching my loved one's do the same I guess for some reason im to blame.

Behind the smile is a lonely girl. She puts on a show for every one around all smiles and laughter but in reality she's hurting she's crying she's never really been happy. She will lash out at the people closest to her not because she is upset with them but because she knows they are the only one's who could hurt her. She loves her family and they try to be their for her but they dont really understand her. She has her friends but their not very patient they have lives of their own problems t...