"I know war, but I only embrace hope, love, and wisdom."

"I am going to live like there is no yesterday"

"I will eat and drink water, I will sleep and have sex, I am not one of those fucking monkey's"

I have found all the tools I need to be everything I always wanted to be. Only now I search for the strength to use the tools I’ve acquired I have found my mind and soul, I can share them with you Only now I search for ways to use them better I have found the loving arms I always dreamed of Only now I search for a way not to ruin it

I started to sit around and search for reasons Why every one else is to blame The hardest thing for me to ever admit Would be my own guilt I try to explain all the obstacles in my way Only, when I talk to me, I realize I’m colliding with myself It kills me to think, my way of being Of using Hasn’t really changed at all Only my choice of poisons has I put a wall of “hey it looks convincing” Around me inside me a bomb still lookin to my next “high” Im terrified right now I cry now And I will no...

So many years of unhappiness, never really feeling alive, not caring. Only giving hope a visit now and then. Smashing anything good, building trust with a wall of lies, assassinating remorse. Keeping yourself artificially numb along this path. No regrets? All the time behind a curtain of lead, unknown even to myself, is a bright light. A thorny bush blooms rose red. Things that were dead burst with life. That which was once ignored, all the sudden is a privelege Eyes open floodgates like a vi...

She tells me I’m like no other. She tells me I’m like her Tim McGraw. She tells me she loves me thru and thru. She tells me she’ll take me broken like I am, in bits and pieces. But then she sees, not pieces, but sure signs of cracks. All I see is nothing, all I hear is silence. Oh that’s cause I’m alone waiting…the phone, Nope, wrong # Can I be alone just like that! Can I even stand alone? Can I fix it me, wrong so wrong, always wrong? Only moments ago talk of love and inspiration. Talk of a ...

"I Relied on dreams, to take me away from sorrow, and I let them lead me away from desire.

Oh shit no more, Please. End this, Make it stop. This noise, This chatter. In my head. Always… On my mind Ok, bye Turn that up That music Quiet now That music, The day turns into a dream Oh that music I forget now I feel here now But far away now From that ever thinking me That worrying me Sometimes sad me. Its back In my head On my mind… Oh, bye now, for now Come here love That love my love Quiet now That love, This day! it’s a dream Oh that love Steals it all away The thought the worry Gone...

My mind can start on my shoulders, fly past the moon, mars venus mercury, around the sun Then squeaze back into my head in a flash. At times a curse to say the least. When I don’t keep my body scrambling, my dreams take over Sometimes of unhappy sorts, but often good. Lifelong, these trips, took me away from hated places Childish boredom, unhappiness, and total suffering felt by unfortunate few I Relied on dreams, to lead me away from sorrow And I let it lead me away from desire I will make m...