without purpose without meaning overlook a glowing city for a person i haven't met yet a stranger safe inside a glass box lets nothing in and feels nothing completely content with loneliness how sad and confused she seemed last we talked take her pain, frame it on the wall and still no one would see how much she hurts inside she let love into her glass box and now she's trembling, crying the glass is shattering now she walks a pitch black sidewalk in a city so beautifully distorted her eyes s...

you only take the steps that you have written out somewhere deep in the mayhem inside your head you've drowned the place out with those compromises holding secrets wanting for them to leave your bed your hand shakes whenever you reach out like some kind of terrible earthquake trembling under the thought of repeated history with hesitation you could easily lose it in your wake not everything is in black or white not one or the other or all or nothing you end up giving more than you get but if ...

And we all looked up expectantly Waiting for the lunar eclipse And instead the sun and moon only Drifted farther Yeah despite gravity It couldn't be helped An exception to the rules Without any consequences An argument of happiness I wonder if I'll get back my consciousness Pick a number darling, Let's see if I get lucky I thought I was before But the odds were only one to ten And we thought everything was touch and go And even though I'll miss you so I hope that this will just die soon Well ...

i was just a fool that sweet little kid who you wasted time on i'm suprised it lasted this long i used to be shy but i thought this one time i could be lucky but i'm just clumsy so so much for a jackpot i think i'll just get a job i'm more sure of that than just taking the chance there where we stood in candle light where the world was beautiful i was completely exposed but now i'm trying hard to find reasons to get out of my bed (but) it's hard just to lift up my head touch but just skim ove...

The future’s spilling from sun The stars are shining in so many ways The paths can be seen infinitely A million at a time just committing suicide If I could then I would Tear down all the trees from this forest And find the fastest way that leads me to you I need something better to cut with than a knife Sipping up these words Yeah I’m choking them down It’s like a needle that goes Straight through my heart So I’ll sit still on my bed And wait for it to go away I forgive and forgive Sometimes...

Trapped in the dim light A glass wall beyond the couch This is where it all started Hey, we’re the only ones here Let’s settle down and try And see if we can behave I mean What if no one’s watching? What if I was sweeter? What if I was nicer? What if I was better? I don’t know where the stars are leading me now But I know That I’ve been Straight through the sun I took a little too much But I’ve seen it before And we all always do I thought I could get away But the guilt is burning and can’t s...

One little change Blood shot to the head I hope one day we will be the same again And with one last breath I dedicate my afterlife to you It’s not even been a day But I know I’ll miss you all the time already I mean sure, I will see you But it sure as hell just won’t be the same Oh, I’m sorry I’m late But you know how things are with me Given the chance, I’d close my eyes And end up sleeping for days And I’m sorry If you see me smile in public Well just half of one if any Yours is the other B...

i became a camera and it was beautiful but i couldn't see everything i was too close to perfect, dear i had nothing to say and let it get away and with every precaution i still broke regardless i was clearly blind and now stepping back i can see the big picture but who knows maybe this one is worse? i've spent too much time in the past and future towns and quite honestly i can use a few days of rest but even bed surgery won't fix any problems with me no matter how soft and sweet the world may...

I sit by the telephone Anxiously waiting I’d love to talk now If you are in the mood You should tell me how terrible I don’t know that I am We can try and find solutions To fix how fucked up I am (you’ll find someone better than me) If not now then eventually I could look out the window But I’d only find storms There isn’t any sun visible No, nothing at all Could you hold my hand though? I can’t wait out this weather alone If you’re feeling charitable Thought this sorrowful rain And when the ...

i know that it is freezing but i'm willing to walk away all the one sided conversations with my ceiling and my reflections and the sidewalk are all against you what was so wonderful last night by this morning just seems tragic but really i'm happy i'm just getting what i deserve the music is playing and i'm kickin' and screaming but no one is listening you've done everything you could like any decent person would everything else though is just going straight through me i can't help being this...