Poetry / Untitled Love Story

I journey out into the rain, for you will never know my pain.

I'll sit in the street, and wait for the sun. For when it comes out, thats when i will run.

Far away, i wont say where. As if for once, he would care.

Dissgrace and anger, fill my heart. Oh god please help me, i'm falling apart.

I sit in silence, from day to day. For i have nothing left to say.

I love him so much, and i dont know why. But i promised him, i wouldnt cry.

I feel invisible, as i walk past you. Thats why i've decided, to dye my hair blue.

Maybe then, you'll notice me. But the problem is, it's my inner exterior that i want you too see.

So i'll cake on the makeup, and tighten my cloths. take my camera, do a slutty pose.

That's the routiene, it's getting old. But i cannot stop, I like being bold.

He seems so perfect, cute hair, sparkly eyes. But i sometimes wonder, is it all just a disguise?

We've only spoken, a few times before. But still your heart, is what i adore.

I wish that you, would love me back. Although physical beauty, is what i lack.

So how can i expect you, to like what you see. When i dont even, really like me.

So i'll put on a skirt, do some twists and a twirl. Be momma's perfect angel, and daddy's little girl.

The thoughts in my head, a razor blade red. There blood on the floor, a young girl lay there dead.

Now i'll run away, as fast as i can. And it's all for one single man.

My god will help me, through it all. Pick me up, whenever i will fall.

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