Romance / A Love Letter from a secret lover (Analysis)

My Sunshine,

I have been happy with small little things in life. But when I got you, I was struck by such a wild sensation that I was taken aback. This is not a momentary surprise and I will take my whole life to understand it, bit by bit, in my days and nights and as I slowly discover the nature of emotion I am so beautifully enclosed within, I find a new me that I had no idea existed. I am still happy with simple things but with you my expectations are running so high that it is going thru the cover of clouds up in the sky and making a round-the-planet orbit. Now I feel like to touch the softness of the moon, and I feel like to burn in the heat of sun, and feel like to freeze in the surrounding beyond our solar system. And Susan, will you be with me as I fly, in my mind and my body, holding my hand? Doll, I can’t really name these feelings, I can’t name this experience, I can’t name this extraordinary dependency I have unwittingly developed on you. This is not love. This is far beyond the concept of love. I am running in my mind in a maze and getting lost, getting lost with you. And I will try very hard not to be found. I want to be gone with you and remain vanished forever. Nobody will find us and then forget about us. And we will never come back to civilization. Like Tarzan and Jane. Unfortunately, I will have to put on a tiger skin around my loins and you have to cover yourself with a bikini of leaves sewn dangerously together! How so much I would love that! How teasing I would become! How naughty my hands would get!

My heart, I am dreaming everyday, about you, me and us. My dreams about you are simple and small but sweet. Every moment that I get, I am making small scenes in my mind. Like, after dinner, we two are playing Snakes and Ladders and intentionally I try to cheat and you catch me, scream and slap me. You make a fuss of everything. You scratch me, bite me and pull on my hair. And I enjoy your sweet torment. I again fall for you. And as you come to bite my hands the second time, I grab your arms and lock you in my body for a good, passionate, long, seductive lip-lock. And the taste of your soft, wet mouth lights a fire in me and the man inside of me surfaces with hunger and thirst and that burning melts us in such a gooey mess that we become mixed as one. Heart, it feels so right when our souls meet, when our bodies entwine, when our hands grab, when our nose smell of each other, when our nails scratch each other’s back, when our teeth bite our bodies, when our eyes see the passion, when our ears hear the moan and sighs, when our sweat mix, when we scream and cry, when we laugh together and when we rest in each other’s arms in a deep sleep.

Beau, I want to do so many stupid things just to be with you. Like, I would sign an application for a three days leave, fake your signature and put it to your college principal for approval. And when in the morning you would try to wake up, I would divulge my little mischief and you would give me a maddening hug and stay there lying with me whole three days long. Wouldn’t that be fun?

Susan, I would send a big chocolate cake home from my office any day of the year and write “HAPPY UNBIRTHDAY” on the top. I so much want to see you happy.

Sunshine, I so much want to cook together with you. And in the midst of our cooking, I would come from the back and softly hold you and whisper all the names of the spices in your ears—like how beautiful you smell like cinnamon, how seductive you are like the paprika, how you feel so tasty like coriander leaves, how dangerously glowing you are like the red Indian Chili. And our food would burn and the fire would stop but we two would end up lying like two entangled herbs in coils on the floor.

I so much want to read to you before you sleep. Stories that you read back in your childhood—funny, adventurous, full of heroes and monsters from the Grimm Brothers! I would read them softly—under a soft dim light and you will listen closing your eyes and fly back to the place where the story is taking place. And you will dream of the beauty and excitement of the fairy-tales that you dreamed as a child. And when you would dive deep in slumber, I would stop reading, letting your dreams take over your imagination and let my hands take over your mouth, let my lips take over yours, let my breath cover you in a mist.

Susan, I LOVE YOU and ask the same of you. Come what may, be there with me—like a lover a friend and a companion and like my own Susan.

I am just nothing now without you. If you ever leave, you will have to kill me first. You have no idea the craze I have for you.

I am filing a case against you in the police station. The reason? So that you could be arrested if I die choking.

If it is not enough, I will even go for Interpol. Whatever happens, I will have you as mine.

Me

P.S. Susan, I am going thru a testing time. Please be by my side. Won’t you?

Me

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