Journal, Diary, & Blogging / Letter

Dear Kristen:

You know, I keep writing these. Over and over again just to get it all out of my head before I break; to get these painful emotions out on paper before they make me do

something I’ll regret. I have so many questions I wish I could ask, so many things I wish I would have said. You are in my thoughts so much, pointless ponderings that

I can’t know.

Are you okay?

Are your grades well?

Do your new peers and teacher accept you?

...Does anyone there love you as much as I did and still do? Are you being embraced by someone else? Do you remember me, what we shared? ...Do you want to see

me again?

I would give so much just to have you back. I want to hear your voice, your laughter, feel the warm aura that could only come from your freedom, your mind and

lifestyles. No one could ever compare to you…no one has.

I’m sorry I couldn’t give you a happy goodbye. Sorry I lost you.

...I hope you know what I wrote. Because you’ll never read this. And maybe that’s why my heart burns so badly…

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