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AGE: 27
LOC: Chapel Hill, NC
GEN: Female
LAST LOGIN: April 15

i write because it seems to be the only way to get the thoughts out of my head. it feels like i never stop thinking and when i’m writing it gets a little bit quieter. if only for the moment. i tend to write the way i talk and include pauses and things. my friends can read it and ‘hear’ me saying the words. i also tend to be pretty sarcastic and can have a dark sense of humor. i’m influenced by the things around me no matter how large or small. sometimes it’s good (being with friends, having drinks), sometimes it’s sad (separated pending divorce), and it can be surreal (often caused by panic attacks or depression.) either way it’s all me and who i am. so sit back and enjoy.

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Poetry / when i'm with b.
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2 Reviews   1 Comment
leaves of fall crisp, golden, and brown a stream that ripples by so cold we couldn't touch it graffiti left by those that love "always & forever" to be remembered by those that never knew you a few moments of time of quiet of peace in all a thank you left in secret for you to find at a better time pictures to remind us even when we're old and gray memories that will be kept always a few moments stopped in time and yes i'll remember you happily fondly
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Poetry / and now
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4 Reviews   7 Comments
you lied and those lies almost killed me they hurt me more than anything ever has it left me feeling hollow it made me feel lost a physical pain that cannot be stopped an emptyness that cannot be filled a constant question of why it keeps me up at night it makes me feel weak a promiss that was broken and i was left alone so alone after all this time still hurting still empty i did everything and would have done anything and now i'm changed into someone who's untrusting into someone that doesn...
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Poetry / dps
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today we walked in the silent meadow and saw it as it had never been before there were no leaves or grass just white glistening snow the white was as pure as our souls and as bright as our hearts but there was also an emptiness it showed the loss of one of our own we ran into the meadow today hoping to find answers hoping to find why but the answer wasn't there deep inside we had all the answers but not the courage and strength to voice them deep inside we knew why he had died and that soon i...
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Poetry / to marie
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2 Reviews   1 Comment
it's strange how much i love her totally putonic totally nerotic sit and talk but never say a word lay and stare but never shut up i look at her and see what i'll never be she's always worried that she's not good enough that everything she writes is meaningless clutter but she's her own perfect if i could just be her just sit and never do anything but write she's such a good friend the kind you'd do anything for the kind that would never leave you the kind that would put you before any and all
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6 Reviews   8 Comments
a smokey room a flow of drinks music that soothes the soul. please, don't stand too close to me, it will make me want to dance. don't whisper in my ear, it will make me want to kiss. i have a message, god came by while you were gone, he said he would forgive your sins. we told him to try back the next morning. maybe he'll return. i'm red in the face, is it hot in here? maybe it's the drinks, maybe it's you and your touch. i have an idea. let's get lost in the crowd, dance like we're strangers...
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there is both truth and humor to this.
Quotes / I Alone
sounds like a great mantra. it's actually something i'm trying to put into action.
i think i dated this fellow. it tells how you can let someone in and what they do with your open trust. hiding their deceit behind the mask you want to see. in the end you may have been hurt, but you have also learned.
Poetry / I CAN'T WRITE
i asked myself the same question when i thought of joining. good job at showing what it's like have that need to write but then nothing comes out.
Children's / My Friend the Mouse
aww, that was really sweet. it's a cute story and i think children will like it. good job.
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