Dear Lawrence, I know, you don’t ever like to be called Lawrence, especially by me, but in this exceptional context I’ll settle for your forgiveness for my aberration. I know that we haven’t talked in ages, and I realize that it is probabably my fault, but none of that matters now. Regrettably I am ending my life and you are the only person I felt I owed the duty of an explanation. Larryu I haven’t told you many things about my life, some of that from our forced silence and some of that at ca...