long, long day at work, bushed but wired at the same time still have a numbing drive home, ah home, peace, wine, fireplace finally pulling in to park, thank God, wine and xanax get ready   headlights, finally, been waiting, hiding here seems like forever thank God for sliding glass doors, so easy to pry open i hear keys, footsteps approaching as i sit in the dark sipping on her beer, sitting on her kitchen counter okay, i am ready, she is not, keys jingle to a metal hook, organized, good...

perception of depth, or depth of perception is this painting in front of me of life of reality, or its very deception dimensional fortitude comes in, to play, only if i disallow hype seems a bit selfish at first, but it does stand to reason keeping this conception clearer is indeed better this woman in a red dress, just manipulated acrylics, to some it is her eyes, more than canvas and texture her hair all in curls, as they cascade, some falling into perfected flesh tone cleavage is she tickl...

    mind sex trip, pack no luggage

                            i am of the weak and powerless                a simple man, a smither of words, no more no less                    i strive to obtain my pay, from the spirit of life   &...

i watch from nearby bench, as they scurry into each corporate tower knowing all too well their emotions are vacuumed out at the spinning door entrance, by those empowered like mice let loose in massive mazes, they all rampage into their homes of minuscule cubicles the deafening pecking on keyboards begins from their homes away from home, mental icicles nearing mid-morning time for their much over- earned restroom break minds overtaken with tension, required sanity mandates mass release, mastu...

i stand here alone, sidewalk barren, so, so very pristine in my mind’s eye i try to solve lifes puzzle as to why people are so dreadfully, so purposely mean choice is choice but why does one choose, choose a path of sorrow and hate living each day as if there were not a single solitary tomorrow, without gate as a mime i see it all, come winter, spring, summer or as we fall stupid breeds stupid, out-breeding our considered normalicy, like a downhill snowball where am i, just a simple sid...

as i open up my  encrusted sealed mind so frightened of just what it is i will find just another extraordinarily clever soul or something real this time, a mind satisfied, whole is it possible for such a person to exist if so please grab me tightly bout my thinned wrist for my very soul and spirit remain in true jeopardy be it a perplexing game, i will murder the first person who steps in front of me so many wounds from lifes past have yet to become fully sealed yet this perpetual fool t...

i am inside you i am beside you i entertain you but i enter pain you like a stiff piece of oak i am engrained into you splinters aside you are so delighted tis you i slam you gainst solid wooden wall, taking you you hate me but you adore me, inside you round and round like boxers boxy i still mystify you with the colours swirling bout my moxy i cherish every drip, your drops of loves sweetest nectar for we are and shall be as one, forever we simply… are as i rip off every single ounce ...

i crave you i want to save you he beats you he is dead, for You you were told life is all candy and whipped cream i have your mind now, watching you foolishly paddle upstream for you are now so entangled, inside my head in the smelly skank of an alley, yes he lies bloody dead tis it vegas now or southern kaliforiniA is it reality now or a raging euphoriA first motel we cum to… tis you i am holding legs wrapped tightly round my waist, wanting to screw what is nailed tighter to the wall,...

he sits quietly in the darkened corner of her bedroom, unnoticed patiently he waits for just the perfect time, for her sleep to deepen as she settles in, he carefully moves his chair somewhat closer he notices how her long hair falls so delicately upon her satin pillow as he studies her supple skin about her face, looking for the slightest of flaws, none God has dropped an angel enigmatically from heaven itself he brings his right hand up and holds it firmly under his lower lip for the words ...