hallie's profile

1. Sometimes I cry because I want so much more. I want to be beautiful I want to be loved I want to be so fucking tragic I break your heart. But all I am and all I’ll ever be is this plain Jane girl in a dead end world. Crap job, crap car, nothing to show. Lost my chance at eighteen, twenty five is nearly gone. And I’m so fucking mundane I despise myself. Could’ve been someone but I threw it all away for love and love has betrayed me. I’m all alone starting over but I don’t know if I can pick...

Cast off the pink plastic chains that bind you Cast away your Barbie doll idols that scar you To hell with society's fascist beauty standards To hell with what the female is supposed to be Be you, beautiful mother, sister, daughter Be you, heavenly angel, devil, goddess Let your spirit rise from the ashes of superficiality Let your grace carry your head held high Free yourself from the shackles of shallowness Free yourself from your self perceived imperfection Accept yourself for all of your ...

The rain falls, slowly Running through my hair Dancing over my eyelids Dripping off my nose Flowing over my smile Rivulets of water pouring Down my naked flesh My hands outstretched To catch the drops Drenched, soaked, saturated I dance in the night

Nicotine Cigarette burning low Smoke becomes a ladder to heaven The sky is magic in her eyes Fireflies beckon from The outside world But she can't leave She's not real A figment of her own imagination And she's lost in thought They call her crazy She calls them blind They don't listen They can't hear But she can She hears the stars She sees the pain Her wrists Masses of scars Yeah, baby She knows how to hurt

It would be so easy, I think As I stand here on the shore To just walk out Let the current wash away All the pain All the guilt All the heartache Slip into the ice cold water Give up my life to the river I take off my shoes Step in Wriggle my toes down Down into the mud Bending over I let my fingers Trail through the water Look out across the ripples I hesitate for a moment Then take another step Tears streaming from my eyes So tired Tired of living Tired of hurting Tired of crying Another st...