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The window brings something fresh to the table- air, sunshine and a rather pleasurable picture of the street below. The cars sound as you quietly dismiss me from your presence What is it this time? because you can? you don't want to or can't "deal" with me right now? you just don't want to talk to me? your busy? please tell me, enlighten me as to your reasoning for my early dismissal I beg you- dismiss me untill I finaly realize this isn't what you wanted in the first place, you never wanted ...

The sun peers through the oh so tightly locked window with a hopeful deceit of tragedy I can still hear them screaming, I can still hear them crying in a loud voice of despair Still I stand here Staring at the floor Cleansing the knife I dug to and from their backs They are dead but so am I.

Physical contact with a human being as yourself- a beautiful being. Oh, what a feeling It slowly tilts between two choices - you decide What is it going to be? The awkwardness of an eith grader recieving her first kiss or the "C" you received in Chemistry last semester? Its not awkward once you realize the being your next to is me- the girl from your oh so certian dream Yes yes the dream, only one because it replicates every evening you fall asleep thinking of me. We find ourselves in the mid...

My mirror has been lying to me I will have to have a talk with it later It fed me lies as I was brushing my teeth "you are beautiful" - fucking liar! For a few moments off to bed I nurtured the idea of a beautiful self existing only in my head It was a lie of course, a vague ruthless lie I grit my teeth and fall asleep Lies don't fade with time- especially this kind.

My mirror has been lying to me I will have to have a talk with it later It fed me lies as I was brushing my teeth "you are beautiful" - fucking liar! For a few moments off to bed I nurtured the idea of a beautiful self existing only in my head It was a lie, a vague ruthless lie I grit my teeth and fall asleep Lies don't fade with time- especially this kind.