DECISIONS BEFORE DAWN TREATMENT LOG: A dramatic love triad interacts throughout history in search of love and each other. A rift has existed between MAN and WOMAN almost since the moment they were created. Eight months from now, in New York, THE RIFT is going to be sealed by the ones who caused it, Adam, the first MAN, Lilith, the first WOMAN and Eve, the first FEMALE. Paradise: The Beginning of Time. Lilith and Adam are created at the same time and from the same material. They are equals in ...

Those who defend their opinion are blind, deaf, stupid and dumb.

Time is the only answer to the questions I have. Time and patience. Time to see if God is listening and the patience to wait for the answer. I look to the stars for a sign, to point the way. Like a runaway slave trying to find North and freedom from my chains. An escape attempt to a better way of life. Running from somewhere to nowhere. Running from myself, into myself, and towards myself all at once, and again. Everywhere the mirror stands in the corner, Always staring back. The picture whos...

I remember riding my new bike through a nearby nature trail for the first time. I knew every inch of that park because I had played and walked it for years. It was a dream of mine to race through those woods on a bright red Mongoose. At $150.00, it was very expensive. I asked my grand father if I could have one the first time I saw it perched high on a display rack in JC Penny’s. He said he would help me buy it. If I raised half the money, he would put the remaining half on his card, and I co...

Holding Out When you look at me, Please tell me what you see. Am I a woman in I your eyes, Or can you see through my disguise. If I promise you my heart, Will you be honest from the start? Or will you still be the playing games, That makes most boys all the same? Chorus: I’m holding out for a real man. When I need a hug he understands. He already knows my wants and needs. And the difference that lies between. I need a real man. The type to kiss my hand. Doesn’t worry what I do. Cause I’ll be ...

If I were God If I were God, I make humanity like me. I’d have people care more about themselves than their self. I’d kiss every newborn and elder, imparting a part of myself to them, for them and for myself. Welcoming them into the world and blessing them for surviving it. I’d be selfish in my motivation for self-perpetuation, implanting the seed for evolution and individual growth giving each and every part of myself the freedom, true freedom, of choice. I would not judge what I have made, ...

Lie: to make an untrue statement with intent to deceive. "If you throw a stone into a crowd, only those you hit will scream." Passed on to me by my grandfather. We are liars and I can prove it. You just lied to yourself if you thought, “No I am not.” That implies that you have never lied and what are the odds of that? It also implies that you will never lie and what are the odds of that? “I will call you right back.” We also say we want to hear the truth. That is generally true, if truth is f...

Introduction Before I begin I think it is important that I address this work. The concepts within are interconnected and incomplete if not taken as a whole. I encourage you to write in the margins, answer the questions and ask some of your own. Feel free to e –mail or write me if you have any questions or what clarification. I have been saying for years that I would like to write a book about human nature, that is animal nature as applied to human behavior, from my point of view; and use, not...

If I built a perfect Woman, She’d be beautiful. Not 100 lbs. skinny. Nor $100,000 fine. Healthy hair. Real nails that shine. Eyes that are honest. A body that says healthy beautiful babies. “So, What do you do?” comes not from her lips. Nor from her hips. Where have you been? What do you know? Where are you going? and Can I come? Are more akin to my way of thinking. “Well, what about God?” she has to ask. “A book for me, what about you?” “What are your dreams?” “To become me. What are yours?”...

If If I knew us, I would know that the steep road holds more wealth and righteousness than the more traveled path. I could have unimaginable knowledge and peace. Hate would dissolve in a solution of brilliant love and we would call everyone friend and brethren. I am knowing me through others; their actions and thoughts are my own. The trespasses are identical, the desires parallel: different paths, yet the same destination. If I had a dollar for every lie I have heard, I would be rich, yet wi...