Emotions accurately translated into words.. Challenging.

Creativity comes in waves, not currents.

It's funny how you can lie to yourself and convince yourself of something, even though deep down a part of you realizes the truth. I thought I was over you, yet now, as before, I realize I'm still as crazy about you as I was when I first found out just how I felt. Tonight we were outside, you said you were cold, so I offered my coat and you asked me if I was cold I said no, and you took my coat. The second I took the coat off I began shivering, and I had to concentrate on making you not reali...

Was it over before it began? Did it ever truly start? It didn't have a chance. Went from nothing to broken heart. A void into a corpse. Death into abyss. Love into apathy. Hit into a miss. If only there was a second. Time for one more chance. But would you give it? Just one more dance? If only life were easy. If all things could be fair. I'd still be against you. Face buried in your hair. Love is like a song. If it's good, you listen again and again. And if it's bad, then it's over. Before it...

On the road to the end I find nothing but the dark side of people and my own emotions. It's teeming with the dark horrors of the human race; depression, anger, hate, and desire for violence. The light side has become so alien to me I don't think I'd recognize it if I were drowning in it. Without an idea of what it is I yearn for how could I ever possibly achieve the goal? I lie awake at night and fantasize of what could be, what could've been, or, what could never be. And yet I'm stuck in the...

I have a friend Who has lost his way He won't listen To anything I say I try to help him To be his friend But he refuses to help Himself, and in the end What can I do to change His view on life What can I do to take away The blade of the knife That cuts deep within His heart and soul That stops him from growing Or ever being whole. I have a friend Who has lost his way His outlook on life Will be his end someday How can I save This friend of mine When he refuses To stray from his line That he ...

I've known you but a short time Like minutes in a year I know so little about you Not your greatest wish or fear Yet somehow you've drilled your way Deep into my heart A heart torn asunder So many times ripped apart It seems far too good to be true It seems a fantasy When am I going to wake up From this thing that cannot be? If this were a dream I'd never want to wake But it's not a dream, is it? Or these words I could not make. Who knows what will happen But one thing I know for sure Even if...

She stood there in the rain Clutching her chest in pain Tears and raindrops streaming down her face The beating of her heart a ridiculous pace Standing alone in the street, she's out of place She wipes her eyes though they just water again These neverending tears remain The emptiness eats him alive Day by day, fighting to survive The thoughts of death that fill his mind His heart could damn well be pain defined Life and pain forever intertwined The happy fronts he puts on fool everyone but hi...

If only I could write my life like I write these words Mold it to my heart's content, craft it verse by verse I'd replace my pain and sorrow, turn them inside out Find true love and happiness, learn what life's about Everyday would be a new adventure, every day a new lesson learned I'd never regret choices made, never wish a different path turned If only I could write my life like I write these words I'd run amongst the cheetah, fly amongst the birds Fill the void inside myself, fill it to th...

Falling. Breaking. With no anxiety I wait here for the future. With no bravery I hide in the shadows, waiting to to strike it from behind. With no honor, I call out to it gently… Lulling you into a sense of security Broken and breaking continuously Why can’t you see that it’s you who fucked my life Why don’t you notice the glimmer of the knife Here I wait to strike you and cut you down Here I wait, wait to steal your crown The king of all assholes, the best of the bastardly The ultimate douch...