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In small sips drinks of fortune and misfortune swallowed with joy Life a sweet and nasty poison, too bitter to take in all at once Yet too luscious to refuse all together Charity of forgiveness coats bits of regret along with moment of purity lingered on Wishing feelings of content existed beyond twilight Intoxication is felt long after the pain wears off To define this concoction of years past is to drink it in all over again

Perhaps I could sing some cheerful caroling to my cat Or I could decorate an imagery tree with tinsels and shinny things Maybe make a wreath to fill the air with some holiday scent Would it be too silly to bake a plateful of sugar cookies for one Should I drink a gallon of mulled cider spiked with cinnamon How’s about wrap and unwrap a gift for myself and act surprised I opened a can of tuna for my cat I don’t think she knows it’s Christmas I think I will drink too much wine and fall asleep w...

Falling vivaciously In agony I am beauty In deprivation I am perfection Chaos within contained momentum In between origination and destination Gravity of truth exists somewhere between the oxygen of hope and concrete of reality I close my eyes and take in this moment Its sorrow the only grace

I washed my face freshly for you. I even put on this green stick to cover the redness of my blemishes. I wanted to be perfect. I wanted to be charming. I wanted you to desire me. Though this is the first time we meet. I felt somehow obligated to be impressive, to be something great. I wanted to be something wonderful. Like a present. I wanted to see the glad in your eyes, the joy that hangs off your lips. I wanted you to be this soulful man who understood me, who was witty, funny and talented...

Somehow it was not learned Each time she is full of aspirations and hope as if swimming for the first time The cautions of possible drowning and leg cramps disregarded The water is too beautiful to be dangerous She thinks that every time Only if she swum a little more vigorously A little more passionately Surly she will get to the other side this time So into the blue The big deep blue She immerse herself with the defeat of human limitations And dreamt of being a mermaid