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It seemed an eternity after Iris left, though I had no concept of time. I was numb, and quietly furious. I decided to take a long stroll with my new found self, now that I remembered who I was. I walked down to Market St. and made a left toward the Ferry Building on the waterfront as a new sprinkle of rain coming down to soothe my skin. I began to remember Iris but the words “eight or nine years” echoed through my head. Did she actually say wife?? Last I recalled Iris and I had just barely m...

Hollow sounds like drums where pounding. Lights everywhere. Blurs of electric blues and sounds of raging waters. Unintelligible whispers of unnaturally deep and high voices louder than an amplified phonograph. Heat and cold froze my burning skin. Waves of despair would wash clean an immense joy and then quickly recede like waves uncovering renewed bliss, to only be washed away again in rhythm by a horrible sorrow. It was so fast that my faces reactions could not catch up and it was rendered ...

Episode II: Salutation She looked and smiled, lips pouty and partly open, colored a bright red and her deep set doe eyes struck the fear from me and filled me with breathless wonder, piercing me with a vibrant blue. "Ah.. no.. I, uh.." I looked at her distantly shocked from the previous image and stunned with the current beauty. I hadn't truly seen her before but my imagination could not have touched upon the reality of the wonder before me. I closed my eyes for two seconds and decided that ...

I seek not love for its embrace, but to bury hurt and anger within its thin facade. I seek not death, for I'll only die alone and I have lost. I seek not life, for it provides anger, sorrow and strife. I only seek comfort, to release the dogs of war within into oblivion. I seek you my maker, to undo the mistakes I have made. I seek sleep and its dice, to roll the gears of joy or despair in its blanket of illusions. I seek answers, to unknown questions in a desert of water. I seek.......

Goodnight sleep, I have left you far behind. Hello sorrow, I have found you as my eternal road. I awaken the morning with my silent cries of unwelcome solace.