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I said I loved you You said I was perfect You treat me so well But I don't deserve it Please, run away How can you stand this? You smile next to me You do it so easily You put so much faith in me But I'm so worthless I say such bad things And I know you heard them Why not stay away? How can you stand me? You smile sincerely You have no difficulty I am standing on the edge I'm holding on to life I'm thinking of The things that I've done wrong I'm gripping onto the edge I'm slipping away from ...

Words fill my head, But only air crosses my lips. Speech deafens my ears. Not a word will slip. It's better to pretend Not to hear them at all, But I hear all bad things said Even outside these walls. I put them up To avoid further pain And too put my guard down Would only lessen my gain. At the end of the day All is well but me. As long as you're happy I can almost fall asleep. As long as the one I care about Has a smile on their face The kids like me will rise and fall I cheat to lose this ...

Although my heart is broken It still belongs to you I trusted you not to hurt it But you didn’t follow through I’m sure you are trying To close your eyes and plug your ears To shut yourself off From facing your fears I now realize That I’m braver than you Every time we spoke I told you the truth Who did you lie to? I’ve heard different stories from everyone I cried when I heard them But I didn’t run I wiped my tears And wore a fake smile I see the truth now And ...

One simple touch One simple hug Was enough to make me think of you As an addiction, as my drug After our first embrace The knot in my throat was severe, at best Infatuation doesn't hurt this much The burning went from my gut to my chest You made me feel on top of the world Like nothing could bring me down But I was worried I would hurt you That I would float while you would drown I thought I only used you As a way to make me feel needed Because being wanted is comforting But it made me feel c...

Homocide or Suicide Will either really save my life? A remedy or just A trick of the mind? Is this beauty just A trick of the light? I hate the taste of red wine But, to me, this taste just fine I want to live I want to die I want to kill Fight or flight I have complete control It's welling up in me They're sobbing and Groveling at my feet Their tears are salty Their fear is bittersweet Will this truly make my life complete Will this finally set me free? I'm so different, or so I seem Is th...