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I keep making the same mistakes. I want to be unfaithful. It is the act of the getaway that I desire and not the act. I want to rob the bank but I don't want the money.

 I am a fool for love.

Have you ever woken up in a relationship? I have. I’ve woken up next to some person I didn’t even know the last name of. We rolled around the night before and made love marks that were never really full of love. I sit there and I laugh. Laugh in confusion. Laugh in amazement. I hate what just happened but I still love life. The fact that I can roll around naked with that person, and not care that I don't know their last name, as long as I’m being safe. That I can pour that l...

My lover is causing me pain but it's not on purpose, so does it count anyway? It does sadly. It counts. All pain counts. You have no way of denying to yourself or even to your own eyes in the mirror- You've been lied to, or cheated on, or hurt.

Dearest ______, Thinking of you makes me smile. Not the fake photo-op smile either. It’s more like teeth hurts, goofy, idiot smile. I like touching you. Whatever your surprise is today I know I’ll love it because it’s us together. I’ve been wearing your jacket all day and I think you’re right, it is lucky. I want you to know that you have my heart and that I love you. When I see you I immediately feel better. I always feel better around you and I just want you to know that. And I know you pro...