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                             It’s been almost a year since the Circus came to town. Naturally I got excited when I got an invitation to go. A ticket for one, my very own private show which is something I deserved. I mean I have waited patiently for almost a year now. The last time I was there was a mess but I thought perhaps they have cleaned up their a...

  I’m sorry If I am not myself. I am not high right now. I have traded in my old friend for a new one. I have traded a lot of things since we last spoke. Including myself. Sometimes I drink so much that I don’t remember what happened. The things I say, words I never even knew that I knew. I like it though. Actually I love it. Its an indescribable feeling. Like a race I take off and I cant wait to get to the finish line. Losing is not an option for me. Not for us anyways. I ta...

I've been waiting here, Like you said I'd be,but you havent shown. Times have changed, its been so long. I guess I should have known.   Lets play pretend, like when we were young. Erase it all  and just forget there was a "we." No more calls no more texts, Its all over now. How far will I go,all alone,  we will see.   This is what I wanted, this Is what I missed. Looking for a way, just to pass my day. It's just me, theres no more you. You wont know that everythi...

Ate out love, tasted like heaven.

This road keeps on winding, It keeps turning around. Every step I take, Feels like I'm going down. This road has taken me, To alot of different places. I cant remember the names, Nor half of the faces. I keep looking for an exit, But theres none I can see. No rest areas to stop, Theres no breaks for me. It seems I hit every bump, There is so much debris. Sometimes I cant take it, I pray to be free. This is'nt the scenic route, As nothing grows here. Everything is dead, Even my tears. But all ...