The hours of “snowboarding” and chugging beers finally began to take a toll on me. As we pulled into the tunnel dug into the mountain I shut my eyes and I felt my conscious sink into the inky blackness that covered the entrance to the world of dreams.       I instantly opened my eyes and knew right away that something was awry. First of all there is not a huge white ass ceiling inside of Melissa’s car. Plus, I was sitting up, kind of, when I last fel...

Blowing – Sucking – Wind – Playing – Trains – Outside – Of My Crib – Window Blows Out – Shards Rain Down – Caught By Drapes Falling Down – Should Have Cut My Throat But – No – You – Choose – to – Let Me Live You Think – That – I’d Be Glad You’d Think – I – Would Not Be Mad But Can’t – You – See That – All I Am – Is Sad The Way – I H...

        I hear a mechanical thrumming as he floats, arms extended, mocking Jesus on the Cross. Captivated – I forget my mission. What is he doing?           I hear screams. Looking past the suspended, blue creature, I see my comrades writhing in pain, an electrical storm dancing around them.           What am I doing!? I aim and fire, the alien collapsing to the ground. My...

Vicenza, Italy. The barracks on base. Sometime in September, 2002         I don’t know why I asked her to read me my tarot. It wasn’t really something I believed in but I really had nothing better to do. I’ve always been kind of curious about that stuff anyway. The opportunity to go to one never occurred anywhere that I lived; we just didn’t have that kind of crap going on where I was from. Every time it showed up in movies though my ...

         I was ten the first time I lost everything that was dear to me. That was when I practically killed my own parents.          I remember being at home one day playing by myself in my bedroom. There was toy cars scattered everywhere. It was a regular old destruction derby going in there. Nobody was safe in the little world I created myself. Cars were skidding and ramming. They were flying through the air. T...

            I jump into the river, what do I see? Black-eyed angels swam to me.                                                             &n...

Everything I want to say to you Is like dragging mountains On my hands and on my knees I love you you but... I know where you want us to stand And I can't stand it at all   How can I say this without the risk of changing things? What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I be satisfied with being friends? Why do I want you to hold you in my arms? Why do I want to keep you from all that harms? 'Cause I won't ever Be over you I can't be Over you With these broken arms and Bro...

        To some he was a wizard or a god.         Raising his tentacles, several globes rose in tandem.         His followers stood in awe.         He lowered all but one appendage, keeping a blue orb suspended.          “What today?” Silence. The decision is always his anyway.    &...

        The Moon Man leaves, Margo dives her fingers into her vagina but the transmission is gone.         A sensation in her vagina starts to crawl and cut towards her womb. There’s no time to go in shock before her stomach bursts. She lies there dying, split in two. Her son stands up in her gore. Except for the golden eyes, he looks human. She lifts a hand to him lovingly and dies smiling.    &nb...

        To some he was a wizard. Others, he was a god.           He raised his tentacles and several globes rose in tandem.           After millions of times his followers still stood in awe.                 The wizard lowered all his appendages save one which corresponded to a blue globe.     ...