greetings citizens of earth, good gracious we have come through birth. I am currently a student and enmesh myself in high creative projects for healing agents for this earth. All my life i have been slapped with adhesive labels and i just peel them off and discard via trash can. I recycle those labels and tranform them into lights balls of higher frequencies. I am anti-television, i dislike immensely the station that derives from misplaced lives that have absolutely no intentions of lending a helpful hand to our movement. I am here with you. God is here to help you heal. I truly believe in my heart that we all have the ability to heal ourselves from our inner and outer pain. I am giver of light, love, energy, but i need to charge my batt…
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greetings citizens of earth, good gracious we have come through birth. I am currently a student and enmesh myself in high creative projects for healing agents for this earth. All my life i have been slapped with adhesive labels and i just peel them off and discard via trash can. I recycle those labels and tranform them into lights balls of higher frequencies. I am anti-television, i dislike immensely the station that derives from misplaced lives that have absolutely no intentions of lending a helpful hand to our movement. I am here with you. God is here to help you heal. I truly believe in my heart that we all have the ability to heal ourselves from our inner and outer pain. I am giver of light, love, energy, but i need to charge my batteries through meditation. Stay true to yourself and others. Learn to take care of yourself before you can help others. Take care of others besides yourself.
I’m 5’9. a giver of life, light, emotion, insecure at times, i don’t drown myself in any toxic substances anymore. Highly sensitive, Highly energetic, highly emotional warning may cry on your shoulder with my 250,000 pound bolder on my back, the kind of slack..i am tired, i finger paint in my pink skirts and dance in a blessed state in a black skirt and move my feet to the beats, rhythm, and bells jingle jangle inside our hearts hunny. Let your little light shine bright! and have I mentioned? I crash into the ocean’s waves with my body to feel the cool aliveness of the water. Water is an element that causes me to think and feel everything most people are afraid to feel. The use my light rays to brighten up these troubled and dark days on this earth plane. Hi hunny! i like to look at the contrast between the tree and the stars while laying on the bench infront of frost. I am told my aura is a golden yellow and purple and blue. I am in my glory when i am meditating, cross country running!! when i am helping others, when i am dancing to hindi music!! I am a shy person. Quiet. Meditation. Don’t be afraid to have a conversation. I am told I am a good conversationalist. Don’t kill the animals. Bush has no desire to bring any element of good to the planet. Water is one of my saviors. Putney falls is a waterfall that is cleansing. Mowing the lawn is a pet peeve of mine, especially when i have to use a weed wacker because our mower is dead. I don’t like being attacked by bees. It’s not pretty (especially when they managed to get in my socks). Dancing in my own movements. Electro music is uplifting. I am nonviolent queer with a good ear for music. I wear bright green grandma dresses and I want to kiss that boy who’s my age. and wear your sisters dance recital costume for fun times. I like to write. Hiking mountains naked. Vegetarian since birth. I am a twin and the other part of me resides in Las Vegas. I don’t live in Las Vegas and I am here to tell you that We are the star seed children, go read about it. Our mother named us after the pope Jon Paul, because Our names are Jon and Paul. We are not catholic. The water is warm and I had a date today, you are probably wondering with whom, well I had a date with coconut. It was tasty. I like to eat blueberries and wash them first in this solution if they are not organic. I enjoy randomly spitting out old grandma names at 3 am. I am an internal introverted boy with eyes of a golden sea. The internalization of screams that are washed by dreams and crystalize inside your third eye. Miso soup is filled with goodies for your body, mind, and soul. I’m random. I despise fashion rules. I enjoy sliding down the hill with you Bianca with absolutely no sled, just our bodies gliding on the hill is where i found my thrill. You are my missing link friendship that i have been longing for. We just click and we both make it stick together and i love hugging you. I thank you for those massages. Late night excursions into the sweet oblivion of the early morning hours. Oh the nights when i had to drag you to divas. I’m cosmic. Out of the blue kind of hue. I am your friend. You can cry on my shoulder both shoulders for that matter. I am an open ear all ears are open. My eyes are open only when they need to be. If they are closed I am either sleeping or meditating; getting connected to The Creator. I nearly killed myself when i was 16, yes it was that horrid i lost myself in a mess that i helped create. I am not 16 anymore. I am growing into the person I am destined to be. I struggle with self-confidence, self-esteem, no matter how much reassurance i get from friends i will still get down and frrustrated with this physical body. This vehicle that makes me a shell dweller. I dwell in my shell and come out when i feel that it is safe. I walk around like a wounded deer holding my cold hands at my stomach. I get nervous just looking at you looking at me. I feel paraniod when i am without you. I am trying to be assertive more in my life. You can’t let people walk all over you and throw you out to the wolves. I learning to let go of everything and let God. Yes I believe in something greater then myself. We don’t need to label ourselves. I have body dismorphia which when i look in the mirror i still think i see that i am a huge wale my stomach that is. It doesn’t matter if your fat or skinny, i like many others have body dismorphia. “My daugter, she cut her self while listening to this cd The Used.” I felt like saying to that woman it’s deeper than what she thinks it is. Open mic poetry i live for. Listening to the water in the nature of it all. Falling on my ass when you when someone waves at me and i think they are waving at me, but in all actuality the wave is not directed towards me. Painting my shoes, clothes, nails-blue, dancing is one of my motives in life, I love music and inspiring others, I drink vegetable juices organically squeezed. I don’t sip lates and pretend im a star. I want to lay down with you under the stars on the blanket your deceased grandmother made while reflecting on the war inside of our hears. Meditation is key in a world that does not agree with the positivity. Be positive and let the negative fall to its knees in a world that collects superficial debris and wears it on their sleeves. Soup kitchens i miss giving food. Art is where it all starts. Be art and who cares if it falls a part. I am standing on my invisible tv screen in a yogic pose holding a hammer in my left hand smashing thrashing the glass profusely. ...i am 21 years on this planet in this lifetime..so far..i have a twin brother: Twins that derive from separately fertilized ova and that have different genetic makeup. They may be of the same or opposite sex….we are fraternal twins i am older by 13 minutes..we don’t look alike.. we are very different we listen to very different music dress differently..he thinks my friends are freaks..and queers, but i am cool with it he is still my brother evern though he thinks this of my friends well the friends that i have left i seemed to lose friends very easily maybe they never really were my friends who the fuck knows..i love the color royal blue…sometimes i put trashy glitter underneathe my eyes…i wear an amber pendant around my neck..i get sunburned very easily..i am not very pale just a little…i have brown eyes and the crown of my hair dyed black..i dyed it black because it was too short and then it grew ..not it’s growing and my .brown is coming in.i love it the beginning stages of growing your out..you can have fun and change it up anyway…I am a libra and my rising sign is pisces..i love meeting special people anyone and everybody is special …i am meeting some spectacular cosmic folks on this myspace.com Its cosmic believe me. I just finsihed making my first cd entitled Cosmic Productivity i gave two copies out to Cherie and Heather..trashy glitter make up with Bianca..telling stories of childhood..walking into the forest..running naked in the forest..swimming in the nude..being spunktified glorified cosmicness is approaching into a wellspring of floating diamond blue fades in and out..My black kitty Chelsea I love you and miss you dearly..i’ll see you soon lovey hunny bun bun. I also enjoy laying in whatever I am going through. I have a messy room, so everytime I attempt to clean it I just decide to lay in that pile of shit. It’s more welcoming. I don’t appreciate prank calls, so please if you continue to prank call my house you will suffer the consequences. Don’t talk to me like I am a child. I don’t talk much in general. I was always a mute in school. I return to school on Sunday August 28. I am most likely not going to ignore the fact that you don’t say hi. I don’t really enjoy talking on aim it’s lame and random shit occurs. I am currently reading this book entitled ‘Electroboy’ it’s excellent so far. If you make fun of the way I read or anything for that matter about me, well then I am glad you found something to feel good about for once in your life. In the winter, I enjoy running my hands under hot water because water grounds me. My mom is blasting Tina Turner and I had to empty out the kitty litter and I spilt some on the florr. I cleaned the remainder up and disposed it. My hair is a dark brown and my eyes look wise (they tell me) and they are brown also. I am not straight, but I am not gay either. I am in between you might say. I think your boy friend is cute, but I would never do anything to interrupt the love flow. I wander off into the streets of NYC once in a violet moon. I walked through the East Villiage, did I like what I saw? I didn’t see anything spectacular and original. I felt immense lust everywhere I walked. There are many creative individuals in that area, but I would never live there. Too costly for my liking. I want to live in a shoe box and drive in it. When I lay down dead flat on my bed and no air conditioning on and it’s hot, like today I woke up with a shooting pain in my lower leg. It hurts when someone does not smile at you when you are in desperate need of a smile. We are here on this planet for these times of desperate need of peace. All we need is love is essentially relevant to the present times. Take care of your precious self because God and many other high beings have plans for us. Don’t disreguard this please.
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