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Hunter, I drank too much last night and wanted to tattoo the Gonzo fist on my left shoulder blade, but i'm too young sometimes i think you were too young too young to die, anyway but i guess you made that call, didn't you i stumbled yesterday across an elementary school playground and fell off a swing into some cold wet sand and i tried to swim like a lake i may have been more desperate than you on an ether binge - what do you think before i drank a third of the Jack that you could stomach - ...

my darling bob you'll probably never read this, and even if my pen were connected to your doorstep and I wrote chalk nothings all over your driveway and estate I dont know if i'd want you to read it nonsensical bullshit - why i put my head out the window and blew my hair up and tangled and then it wasn't so smoky and i hummed so loud the vibrations got to go against the motor and challenge all it was and all it could ever be fuckin' fords, huh? still love America? eh? the sweet things i want ...

Death of a dear friend d ear friend tonight i read you again and it was not the glorious reading that i so vividly recalled it was trite and meaningless for months i glorified you because everyone else said you weren't worth a damn i told them to fuck off because I KNEW I KNEW YOU and i KNEW that you were worth so much more than they gave you credit for and tonight when i picked it up and read it and thought to myself if i didn't know the name would i have thought that you weren't worth a dam...