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Find goals, find happiness. Don't be another downward spiral. you can have this happen. I gotta think awhile.

Lonely in a room a million thoughts in mind. Thinking about all the wasted time. I pull up my memories: Some happy, some sad. Contemplating what I once had. I tie up my shoes. Back to the street, for being at the mission was but a place to eat. My cart is half empty of bottles and cans. My vice; it has got me, for I am but a man. My scruffy gray beard and the dirt on my hands brings sadness to my eyes, for it is all that I have I trudge down the street just hoping to eat, hoping to drink, awa...

The fucking rants seem unjust to most people, but I feel as if they're everything. Too many people in this worl want to walk all over eachother, and the disgust I feel for people just grows day after day. I tried to realize the good in the world, but as time rolls along, I realize it's dying. The people's faces turn to mush as I see through them. As their layers of lies melt of and I look into their person, I realize who they truly are and who they're looking out for. The mistrust of people i...

I crawl through this concrete; No one by me. I close my eyes.  There's nothing to see. You speak of god, but I don't believe. You fear your life.  Why be concieved?   A painful decision.  A burden of mine. You say I'm wasting all of my time. A painful decision.  An open mind. Who is committing all of the crime? A righteous decision. I'm in my prime. I'm only chasing nickels and dimes. A righteous decision.  Fuck paradigms. We'll keep on searching until we find. &...

All of the parties have rotted our minds. We could revolt but we're too drunk; too high. All of the time we've put into these could have been more; feed the homeless, save the trees. We're drunk and complain. Weed keeps you all sane. As we waste away, they feed on our brains, but we have no say as we save the day with the only way that we can hide pain. Something has gone wrong. Something must change. It has been too long; no god. Don't pray. Open your eyes now before it's too late. We now wo...