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The night fades into day. The dark to blueish gray. Before the roar of man's machines. The birds come out to sing. The cat crouched, set to fight. Workers pull their boots tight. The sun sits low to the ground. As the city begins to sound. The dew lays in the grass. Worried by another days pass.

I began to walk back to my one room apartment. I took the backstreets, so I could avoid the ignorance one tends to face in the ghetto area that I live in. The ground was still somewhat covered with snow, and the sides of the road had small streams running down them. The air smelled fresh and for once clean. The sun hung in the sky, occasionally passing beneath the clouds. The world was going to begin a new season. It was a fresh start from the previous year. I could see bits of green grass b...

I stood on the sidewalk, alone of course, outside of the grocery store taking slow, steady drags off of my cigarette. This particular store wasn't crowded often, so I liked it. An old couple walked past me. The old woman looked at me and smiled. I didn’t smile back because I didn’t know what her intentions were. Seriously, why the fuck did she smile at me? Do I look like I need a “friendly” face? Maybe she was just a nice, happy woman. Fuck happy people. I turned my head and continued smokin...

Everything seemed so distant, sort of like that deja-vu feeling. It all felt as if it were so far away even though I knew it was right before my eyes. It was hazy and out of flesh like a conversation that you knew was going nowhere. My world was spinning and became oddly bland, sick and sad in a way. Everything that I loved years before was gone. My friends all turned their backs on me and my family was completely out of it. The girl of my dreams walked out on me after finding me wasted in t...