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"I am undeserving. Unworthy. Despicable. And I am sick. I curse. Drink. Lust. And I lie. I am weak. Broken. Lost. And I have done nothing to change that. Despise me. Hate me. Forget me. Please."

Pining for peace With this horrible distance. To see your face; Future embrace do consume My thoughts And dreams. But I must wait, For I am not ready To give you anything. I have yet to perfect My love's outlook. For now, I see you And I thank God. But what I want And what I need Is to thank God Without seeing you at all.

“I don’t hate you. I wish I did though. It would be easy to hate you. So easy. What makes things hard is that I don’t. I hate what you did. I hate how you ruined everything. I hate all the promises you made, And how you went back on your word. Now I can’t trust you. I can’t believe anything that comes out of your mouth. It’s all lies to me. You’ve changed. You’re not the same person you were before. I can’t stand who you are now, At least, who you are towards me. I can still see that person i...

"I don't hate you. I wish I did though. It would be easy to hate you. So easy. What makes things hard is that I don't. I hate what you did. I hate how you ruined everything. I hate how it's so easy for you to hide what you feel. I hate how it's so easy for you to find comfort. I hate how you've found her, And I'm still trying to find me."

"So naive. So broken. Unaware of the things that could be. Constantly looking back to the past. Blind-sided by things that haunt her now, Because she always looks back. Overwhelmed by regret and guilt, No room for hopes and dreams. Looking back she sees herself as she is now, Unchanged... Still looking back. Look ahead to the future! But she continues as always. Her opportunities become chances that cannot be taken. She still looks back, Reminded of losses and failures that have repeated them...