Burnt out, full of doubt and broken Someones elses pain in my head, someone elses rejection I bite down on the aggression and swallow my own soul My abandoned heart an empty hole Of muted self-expression... Silent, in error and gutter mouthed I'm someone very different now, someone not myself I bite down on the aggression and swallow my own soul My abandoned heart an empty hole Of twisted indiscretion... Shown up, I look up and I give up While a part of me's alive I'll die giving a fuck I bit...

Midnight seeps into my veins, Fills me with tears and poetic rains... And soft as snow, your words to me, In turn I yearn to share your grief... Midnight crawls into my mind, Passionate, safe, warm and kind.... And in her sleep I'll hold her tight, Whisper to her, "with the dawn comes the light" Midnight plays within my soul For friendships sake, two lovers made whole... And when we kiss, though in my mind I could feel content as the world unwinds... I love you midnight, my chance to be free ...

Sat in the oh so certain silence of delirium, spun out and left to sweat in the solitude of the come down, wired with static and electric blue TV screens, I lay down, close my eyes, and fall asleep... Fall asleep and slip into the surreal musings of a sympathetic mind Where my heavy metal mouth spits obscenity beyond design... Where symbolism falls apart, and metaphors collapse Reality ebbs away and the mundane becomes sublime... Time and time again, I fall before I wake Fall through introspe...

Twentyfour tears from a dead angels eyes leak black onto the pillow where she lays her head, cracked and faded like an old china doll... Her memories stir through her lifeless corpse and a smile breaks her blue lips. "Not here", she says, then shes gone... The blood turns to ashes and a sense of loss prevails, a disembodied voice tells me "No one wins" and I accept this without question... A scream transcends reality and a thousnd mirrors smash, oblivion becomes truth and we all become lies.....

Jack off until my mind's numb Philosophic porn until I'm deaf and dumb and done In this small broken room, sweating blood from my pores There's shit on the walls and shit where I crawl When I call Silence screams, violent and obscene Brutally it beats me and tears the flesh from my dreams I step back from my self and see it dead in this gutter Spit in disgust and pray I never recover I sit and look around.... I take in the tatty posters that hang precariously from the walls as if they're clin...