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Eggs hatched. Empty nest, what next?

Ever just wanted to get off this ride called life? Well, I have. From the time I was ten or so I've had thoughts of suicide. Tried it once at 16. As you can see didn't finish the job. An I really don't want to but the thought comes and goes. Sometimes the urge is very strong and other times its just a flash thought. When the urge is strong just breathing is something I don't want to do. But I do. I went to the doctor once when it all got really bad. I started having chest pains from stress. S...